Sunday, November 27, 2005

Being Nervous - is it just me or is everyone like me

You know I have to give a seminar on Shell Sort on coming Tuesday i.e. on 29th of this month and when I am practicing for the same I try to think what am I supposed to say when I first go up there, what should I do if I forget something, what to do if I make a fool of myself, what should I do if someone asks me a question and I can't answer it properly , what if I make a fool of myself by going up there , what should I do up there since I will be pretending to know everything when in practice I know very little and try answering doubts just like picking my lucky hand in poker but then I get the feeling that out of all the successful seminars held 99% of them go to success in a similar fashion.

I really don't know what is in store for me on Tuesday but am sure I want it to go properly because it is my first ever seminar and it means a lot to me.

Well hoping that this feeling of mine being documented here is not inappropriate for my blog and hoping that I am a normal person , I hope that you all feel the same way in similar position and in saying you I mean those 'normal' people who are not an anomaly in themselves and to this society.

And before I go ,one last request wish me luck for my seminar.

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